After-day-after-day-after-day

Am I leaving the world I know
Am I one with the unknown
Am I lost and if so?
Will I ever be found again?

What happened to that sparkle of light?
What happened to the good fight?
Why does life feel 'day-after-day-after-day'
after-day-after-day-after-day...

There is darkness for all the light
And yet if I tried to sleep
It wouldn't be dark enough somehow
There would be no respite...

Words fail me and all I feel
All I feel is as hollow as words
What will survival mean here?
Who will I become?

Am I leaving the world I know
Am I one with the unknown
Am I lost and if so?
Will I ever be found again?

Why does life feel 'day-after-day-after-day'
after-day-after-day-after-day...